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a note from me to me

look, we need to have a talk. it is about that girl. yes that one.

i know, you still love her. you still miss her. look, there are three things about that you need to accept:

1. it doesn�t matter
2. it will never matter
3. it never mattered

remember when she said she wanted to marry you and live the rest of her life with you? she lied. remember in those last few months where she said she loved you? she lied. don�t believe me? go re-read her letter. it is all there in black and white, the truth.

the truth is you loved her. the truth is you gave her everything and it didn�t work. the truth is this: that is ok. you tried, you failed, this is life. this is your life. you cannot spend it wasting away your time on a girl who got a new boyfriend only three months later.

the memories you have are honest. they are pure. and one day you will look back on them sweetly.

but for now you gotta stop, ok? i need sleep. i haven�t had a good night sleep since the weekend before valentine�s day.

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